im moving!

it’s been nice here but im moving again!

sorry people ~

empty shell.

I spent the whole day at home, eating meds and sleeping. There’s sch tmrw. Okay i’m going school tmrw. Yeah.

Life’s getting boring, always doing the same old thing. What else new? Zilch. Nothing. Zero.

Feel like an empty shell.

But i can’t hide the truth,

I’m sick again. Panadols and flu meds are my friends now. It sucks.

I’ve been thinking alot of stuffs just now..It finally hit me that exam’s coming very very fast, on 9th feb if im not wrong? I don’t even know the exact date of the exams. I’ve been falling back, and living in my own world these few weeks. I don’t know what’s wrong, i don’t even want to try to keep track of school life anymore. I sense trouble.

 

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Shadows in your eyes
Your smile is colored black
You don’t need someone who never saw your empty life
I never made you smile I promise deep inside
I’m gonna be the one who’s gonna keep you satisfied
I’ll make it up to
I promise to
I really wanna tell you I’m sorry
You’re just a part of me
And I can’t let you go
Please forgive me

im all alone now….

in compass point library!!!! it’s only 7.30pm i’ve been surfing the ‘net for like half an hr already….i still have 30 mins more to go before that person arrives! i over-estimated the travelling time from tampines to compass point! I thought that there would be traffic jams or stuff since it’s the peak hour. and this keyboard is so friggin hard to use, whenever im typing it seems like im slamming the keyboard. THIS IS JUST SO IRRITATING PLS! And i’m reading gossipgalore forum & hwz forum stuffs. SO FRIGGIN FUNNY PLS. And the person im supposed to meet up to collect the stuff is so kiam pak..he/she dont wanna reply my msg. What if he/she forget about the meet-up today?!?!!! It’s still 7.30pm even though i’ve typed so much -_-

I’m bored. I’m bored. I’m bored. 😐

It’s 3cents per minute of computer usage. Imagine how much it is. To spend 45 mins in the library using computer, and the connection is shittttt. AND I JUST RECEIVE A MSG FROM THE SELLER!!!!! He/she WILL BE LATE. AND CHANGED THE MEETING TIME TO 830PM!!!!! MEANS I STILL GOT ONE HOUR TO GO!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHH. there’s no one to talk to me now and im crapping randomly. 😦

AND im so smelly now,after playing badminton with them just now. I wanna bath i wanna bath i wanna bath!!!!!!!!!!! By the time i reach home it’ll be 9plus alreadyyyyyyy 😦

ROAR.

 

/edited 9.51pm

I’m finally back home! It was a lady auntie. Grrrr made me wait so long.
Anyway just now i was walking along the road and there was 2 ah bengs sitting on the wall or whatever, smoking. And one of them saw me and tell his friend “eh, got xiao mei mei lei!” eh wtf ?! I look like xiao mei mei meh?! I think i also older than them lor knn. Somemore i smoking lei.

Luckyyyy i saw a friend of mine, so he gave me a ride home. Imagine wearing uniform, carrying bag & a plastic bag, hair messy..on a bike. And I dropped a brand new just opened pack of cigs on the road. Cus i was attempting to light up while he was speeding. Stupid me.

Sometimes i am so clumpsy i can slap myself.

Bye.

happy cny…and an update finally.

Happy Chinese New Year people! May the guys all grow more fit & handsome, and the girls slim & pretty..(except for some!) and everyone get loads of angbaos okay!

Okay it’s the 3rd day of cny already, and school also begins today again. But i didn’t attend school today. More on this sickening topic later on.

Reunion dinner. 2 days of it, on the 24th and 25th! This year, 24th for the whole family, which includes all relatives. And 25th, just the immediate family. But i don’t know why, i just can’t feel the cny mood at all. I didn’t friggin touch any cny goodies this year, not the bak kwa, pineapple tarts, love letters etc. Don’t have the mood to eat that, even though my hse’s filled with them now!

First day of CNY, went for new year visiting at 11am you know!! Too early for me already actually. And the yearly questions always appear without fail. And having to smile politely at their questions and teasings, making it seem that i enjoy it very much. Argh. And the angbaos seem to disappear by half! No profit this year 😐

me & the 3rd imp

me & the 2nd imp!

And i left for home to bath before meeting cx, kristy & bf for the esplanade cny celebration thing. AND THE STUPID ME DIDNT BRING MY KEYS OUT. And my family’s still outside. I had to resort to going to every hse in my level to try to borrow **! And the worst part is, not a single family’s at home! I had to wait for around 15 mins before an indian family came home. And i borrowed a ** from them to open my doors. I seriously must make a habit to check if my keys are in my bag before i go out. This is not the first time already, grr.

Esplanade for chilling and the new year celebration stuff. No photos, cx’s the only one who took pictures of it! But…still.

coconut girl

CNY DAY 2! Visiting at amk! My youngest sister and her family. (Don’t ask me. If you know, good for you. If you don’t, don’t kpo!) It’s been an yearly affair whereby we really get to see each other for long hours and catch up. And the adults gambled, seriously from 2pm all the way till 9pm?! Only stopping for an hour in between just to replenish energy.

And my throat actually started to hurt damn very much. It feels like shit, just swallowing saliva and water. I’m such a lousy ass i know.

youngest imp & me!

take 2!

I’m so damn tired already. I can’t bring myself to wake up to go to school today. It was already lateee when i reached home ystd. Not my fault, it’s my dad’s! Haha.

I downloaded “Breaking Dawn” and finished it in 6 hours! Omg it’s very good, i read for 6 hours continuously! And now i’ve got all 4 books in my thumbdrive already. Hee. I love Edward & Bella together. And Jacob’s rather cute in Breaking Dawn. And the baby Renesmee! Cute totally. Anyway I have to go to school tmrw, boring. Bye.